Did she ever talk about other people in the industry? People she liked or people she didn’t? People like Paul Chaplin who she did a lot of shoots with and with who she seemed to have an “attachment” with? Or Danny D who’s cock seemed too big for her? And did she really like doing lesbian scenes and which were her favourite other girls?
Nope not just about the money at all, she enjoyed what she did. As I say she’s a very intelligent lady, if she didn’t enjoy it she wouldn’t have done it. She is incredibly beautiful, but she made much more money doing what she did than say being some sort of glamour model or whatever. Her career just opened up for her and she was happy with it. I doubt it was her dream as a kid exactly but as said, her career just happened how he did. If she wanted the husband/family type situation clearly she could have just clicked her fingers and it would have happened, but as I say she was happy doing what she was doing at that time, making the money she was making, travelling, meeting new people etc
I think I saw her three times in total.. perhaps it was only twice or my memory is bad as it just always felt like a dream. I remember saying on the first time ‘oh my gods it’s actually you!’ when I saw her standing there.. she just laughed and said yes of course it’s me again, I think it amused her how so many saw her as such a goddess, but this was because she had such a lovely personality.I have some information. That Paul guy (who to me always looked like some sort of slimeball creep) I believe owned a porn company? Right? It always seemed like he was never actually a ‘porn star’ but had various means so he was able to benefit and profit from being ‘the boss’ - I don’t know. It just seemed like ‘well I own the football club so I wanna be the manager’ I mean I don’t blame him, but at the end of the day if you’re wealthy, and the individuals (porn stars) are happy to accept your terms, you can do whatever I suppose. ‘Here’s 20 thousand pounds I wanna be with you all day and night to shoot some scenes and videos’ - I could have been a ‘porn star’ if I had the money etc I hope this makes sense? But yeah she did seem to ‘enjoy’ his videos.. again, otherwise she wouldn’t have done it. As I keep saying, she’s a very intelligent mature woman and would have pretty much only done what she wanted, was happy with, and was comfortable doing (I would assume) - even though some scenes and situations she did look a little uncomfortable or perhaps she wasn’t exactly enjoying it.. I can’t remember speaking to her too much about it, but I can’t remember quite well now. Seeing as you mention that guy, and that question, there was a particular British blonde woman she told me she didn’t really like, or she found irritating and didn’t really get on well with…. I won’t say namesDid she ever talk about other people in the industry? People she liked or people she didn’t? People like Paul Chaplin who she did a lot of shoots with and with who she seemed to have an “attachment” with? Or Danny D who’s cock seemed too big for her? And did she really like doing lesbian scenes and which were her favourite other girls?
Thanks for your insights
or perhaps she had recently done some shoots with her and that woman was just still on her mind I don’t know - as you can imagine, the amount of jealousy of SJ from other women must have been INSANE!No.. and you know why? I’m gonna be a bit too honest here.. I thought it was a good idea each time to have a ‘tactical’ one beforehand to try and go a bit longer, with hindsight, bad idea. Also, I was on a certain medication at the time (nothing to do with anything sexual) and this medication was having a massive impact on how much I was producing… it took me a long time to correlate the lack of my amount and the medication.. it 100 per cent had an impact and as soon as I finally realised I stopped using that medication.. luckily things have improved since then but SJ has gone
embarrassingly on one occasion she said and laughed ‘what is that all you have’ when I finished.. and I just laughed and said that I had a tactical one in the morning (which was true) but hindsight being what it is I probably would have never touched that medication and waited a good time for there to have been a nice amount of load produced up for her, four, five, six days etc I’m still a bit embarrassed by it now as I would have loved nothing more than giving her a huge load which I think she would have enjoyed I’m around I don’t know, 8 years younger than SJ I think? Something like that. she’s the only woman I’ve ever done that with so perhaps I’ll leave it with her as the one and only as a talking point (kidding on the talking point bit) Anyway a discussion for another day perhaps.No.. and you know why? I’m gonna be a bit too honest here.. I thought it was a good idea each time to have a ‘tactical’ one beforehand to try and go a bit longer, with hindsight, bad idea. Also, I was on a certain medication at the time (nothing to do with anything sexual) and this medication was having a massive impact on how much I was producing… it took me a long time to correlate the lack of my amount and the medication.. it 100 per cent had an impact and as soon as I finally realised I stopped using that medication.. luckily things have improved since then but SJ has gone
Still, I suppose a positive was that this was a reason I realised my medication had some nasty some effects. I’ve been off of it for a long time now, well; perhaps around 4/5 years. This was propecia for anyone interested.
I also alluded to, half jokingly half not, before that I’m amazed many men can have sex with SJ because she’s SO god damn sexy, it gives a lot of anxiety when you only have brief amounts of time with her. I’m sure many on here can relate to that kind of situation. I gave more detail on that in a previous post. And as for the other loads I can’t remember, all sort of a similar situation I think as I did the same tactical thing and I was on the medication. If I ever get a chance to put that right with her I’d love to - I hope people appreciate my honesty with this anyway. I could have been all ‘macho’ and said I gave her more load than anyone else ever but that would be a lie. I can’t remember how much exactly in all the meetings we had but obviously I remember that embarrassing one. Perhaps she was a little disappointed who knows (by the amount) no doubt disappointed with my anxiety induced performances I’m sure many can relate. She was a goddess to me, a dream, and when you’re with her for a little amount of time it’s not so easy. I did get to eat her ass out though, which was enjoyable
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Thanks for all of the answers. I’ve a few more questions if you don’t mind.I have some information. That Paul guy (who to me always looked like some sort of slimeball creep) I believe owned a porn company? Right? It always seemed like he was never actually a ‘porn star’ but had various means so he was able to benefit and profit from being ‘the boss’ - I don’t know. It just seemed like ‘well I own the football club so I wanna be the manager’ I mean I don’t blame him, but at the end of the day if you’re wealthy, and the individuals (porn stars) are happy to accept your terms, you can do whatever I suppose. ‘Here’s 20 thousand pounds I wanna be with you all day and night to shoot some scenes and videos’ - I could have been a ‘porn star’ if I had the money etc I hope this makes sense? But yeah she did seem to ‘enjoy’ his videos.. again, otherwise she wouldn’t have done it. As I keep saying, she’s a very intelligent mature woman and would have pretty much only done what she wanted, was happy with, and was comfortable doing (I would assume) - even though some scenes and situations she did look a little uncomfortable or perhaps she wasn’t exactly enjoying it.. I can’t remember speaking to her too much about it, but I can’t remember quite well now. Seeing as you mention that guy, and that question, there was a particular British blonde woman she told me she didn’t really like, or she found irritating and didn’t really get on well with…. I won’t say names
I think by and large she didn’t have too many issues or problems. She didn’t do anal particularly as it was too painful. (Assuming this was the reason for no dp) I’m sure she had many offers, but it was too painful, she didn’t want to do it, and that was her choice. I don’t think there are ANY dp videos out there.
Danny D was the longest, Nacho Vidal (I think that’s his name, the Spanish guy) was the ‘biggest/most painful’ because his cock she said was like the size of a Coke tin! I remember saying to her I’m sure some of the actors have had surgery, like the ligament area being cut, or fat injections into the penis etc or I said I’m sure it’s possible anyway. I think she said she wasn’t sure or perhaps so. I mentioned before about her being tired a lot, and as we all know this is true with all the shoots, the photos, the different angles, the stop and start of filming etc
What else what else.. I don’t know. I just always want to emphasise she only did what she was happy and content doing, but I guess that doesn’t always mean she liked who she worked with, liked the people, the scenes, the environment, the type of stories and scenarios, what she wore etc - if anything perhaps she preferred working with ‘amateur’ people as it was a lot more chilled, a lot more easier and less tiring etc who knows. I imagine the hours and travelling were pretty draining.
I am surprised with some of the people she did ‘amateur’ work with though.. like I guess some of you have seen some of the people were really kind of fat and old, and in a way that made me kind of sad for her.. but how happy she was working with people like that in those scenarios I don’t know. Perhaps there were types of people she didn’t really want to work with or enjoy working with but did anyway, or, when they turned up it didn’t give her much choice I really don’t know.
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