Chapter 02
So apparently last evening was not a figment of my imagination. The shuffling on the bunk bed below me indicated that Lenna was in fact in the room with me and not just an exceptionally lucid daydream. My heart started racing. As it had been almost continuously throughout the entire night. I must’ve fought with myself to fall asleep for hours and hours on end, as my brain simply could not give me a break from thinking about Lenna. As I had listened to her breathing and the occasional snores, my mind had been occupied solely with the question of how to pacify my pulsating boner. Despite being somewhat of a boob-obsessed degenerate, as described before, I knew how to divert my mind and sidestep a mistimed erection. Wow, I should put that on my CV - anyway. I tried it all. Calming, slowing my breath, trying to get into a sort-of meditative state, flexing my muscles to redirect the blood flow away from my member, vividly imaging Gabby’s rather British teeth - nothing had helped. Never have I been obsessed like that with somebody after just meeting them. Replaying every glimpse of her gigantic mounds in front of my eyes, imaging her cute tummy, her slender arms and legs, realizing that her fairly good-looking - and at the same time drop-dead gorgeous face on its own could make me cum. I could’ve got up and gone to the bathroom, but for some reason I had been paralyzed, thinking she might wake up, that she was onto me already, that she would know I was going to wank over her. How stupid. My crotch was aching still, I had the worst blue balls I ever experienced. I must’ve been pure exhaustion that finally put me to sleep in the early morning, while my dick had continued to stand his ground.
The rustling noises from below indicated that Lenna was unwrapping herself from the blanket. Time to play dead. No need to risk an awkward interaction that might crush my confidence and with it my boner. Yes, I would have to stop being intimidated by Lenna at some point, but now was not the time. I closed my eyes.
3, 4, 5 creaks from the slatted frame. The piercing sound of suitcase zippers being opened and closed quickly. The rustling of bags and fabric. Non-attributable, subtly damped smacking sounds. Short nasal exhales and inhales. Joints creaking. Feet shuffling past. The door opening and closing.
I breathed out. Even just listening to Lenna was more erotic than the entire porn catalogue I had compiled on my hard drive until now. Simply experiencing 15 seconds of this girl doing everyday stuff was enough for a blind person to notice that there was something very unusual about her figure. Her 18-year-old, rather petite, fragile body was so beyond normal, it constantly seemed to give acoustic cues resulting from the excessive demand that two secondary sexual characteristics made which would seem disproportionate on a 300-pound Amazonian trucker lady. How was she even real?
How?
***
I had decided to avoid contact with Lenna until I got the chance of getting rid of my boner. In my state of mind, it was simply unreasonable to take the risk of em-b-b-b-arrassing myself in front of her, let alone presenting the unhidable tent in my pyjama pants that just refused to collapse. It was like I had been struck by that infamous south american spider that gave you a day-long hard-on. So I waited, 'sleeping', until Lenna came back from the bathroom, sorted out her stuff and left again, presumably to the kitchen. Once I heard some distant chatter from my mum, I jumped up and made my way down to the floor. While wrestling with my dick for it to at the very least not stick out that much, strapping it against my stomach with the waistband, just in case, I hesitated for a second. Glancing over at Lenna’s luggage, I was tempted to investigate. Of course, I was most interested in checking out her underwear, looking at all the bra tags, finding out which ridiculous, unbelievable combination of even numbers and letters of the roman alphabet described her impalpable beauty - but no. Now was not the time. She might come back at any moment. There would be plenty of opportunities to do such research and right now, my main objective was to blow my load.
***
I listened. They were still in the kitchen. I opened the door, peeked, snuck outside, turned left, into the bathroom, turned the key -
whew. One step closer to feeling like a normal human being again. Looking around - unfortunately, Lenna hadn’t left her bra behind, as I briefly hoped. But as I undressed, just before hopping into the shower, I noticed something else - her phone. It sat on the sink, capturing my attention, tempting me. I went over and picked it up, tapping the screen. Hm. A generic rock formation greeted me on her lock screen. I swiped up, revealing nine dots. Bingo. I switched the display off, held the screen against the ceiling light, slowly changing the angle - there it was. The lock pattern stood out from all the other greasy smears distributed across the glass surface. I had seen this trick in an Insta reel months ago - never would I have thought I might sink as low as actually using it to spy on a woman’s phone. But my curiosity was too great. Click - swipe, swipe, swipe, I was in. What next. If I had infinite time, I could find out everything about this girl, right now. My hands became cold, my fingers stiff. I was beyond excited, but also anxious like never before. Yes, the door was locked, this wasn’t the point - it was the risk of fucking up in some way. I felt drunk and stoned from arousal and I was one shaky mishap away from - I don’t even know. Some stupid mishap maybe. I was just scared that she might find out somehow, later on. But- okay. I let the intrusive thoughts win already, there was no point in going back. Let’s get to the point. What to do, what to do… My thumb aimlessly hovered from one app icon the next - yes. Obviously the gallery. What else. Tap. I exhaled and started stroking. Cautiously, as even a gust of wind might send me over the edge right now.
So I jerked… to a bunch of nature photography. Scroll. And also architecture. Scroll. Ah yes, and also to a seagull chomping down on a bread crust. Jesus, does this girl take any pictures of herself?? Just as the thought crossed my mind that this was a sign I should’nt stick my nose where it didn’t belong, one pic grabbed my attention. Because finally, there were people depicted. One of them was Lenna. The other was a different girl. Let her be a friend? Most possibly. The setting: a girl’s bedroom. Lenna’s old room or her friend’s, who knows. Half-empty beer bottles standing around, some snack bowls too. A movie night? It was Lenna holding the phone, facing the mirror. The two stood side by side, looking tipsy and jolly. Wide-eyed, I scanned them. First her friend, then Lenna, then the other girl again. It took me a while to deduce what was going on. They had swapped clothes. Her friend was wearing a marine blue, super baggy fleece sweater. Well, she was barely wearing it as she had lifted it up to show something pretty spectacular underneath. The biggest bra I have ever seen. There were no words to describe what I was seeing. I was clear that it was Lenna’s. It hung there, from her friend's torso, slack and wonky. I would’ve never imagined that a bra could be so big that it was unable to cover a smaller chested woman’s bosom - was it not usually the way around? But in that case, the comparative 'smaller' was doing some inhuman heavy lifting, as Lenna’s friend was literally flat as a desktop. And it was all there to see, in the open. The entirety of both her pierced, nonexistent 'tits', at least half a foot clear of the reinforced cups her gal pal had lent her.
And then there was the other half of the image. It was clear that the boobless girl had been dressed way less conservative than Lenna. Not scandalous though, by any stretch of the imagination. It was a white spaghetti strap top. Or a… tube-top…-dress? Is that a word? In any case, it was really low cut all around, allowing to leave pretty much all skin around the torso a thumb’s withs above the nipples to be exposed.
On a normal girl.
On Lenna, the flimsy fabric was behaving in a different way. By the looks of it, on her, the cleavage was pretty much twice as deep as it should be. Not due to the straps stretching - they didn’t look that much elastic, but due to the back part riding up, the hem, that would probably sit right below her shoulder blades, slightly bunching up against her neck. So basically, her 'back cleavage' had shifted to combine with her 'front cleavage' - so to speak. On 99% of girls, this would mean that, well, her tits would be completely out. I mean, her neckline would be pretty much a hand’s width above the underside of her ribcage. On a super-busty onlyfans model, tits hanging down halfway to her belly button, it would reveal a long, enticing, mesmerizing crease, tempting you to jump inside dick-first.
None of that was the case for Lenna. Except the mesmerization, times a thousand.
Neither her nipples were out, nor a deep crease was visible. Where, on a girl her age, her girls would be placed, normally - there was just skin. From her collarbones downwards, the outlines of her ribs were faintly visible, and around the height where I used to place my palms on Gabby, the skin started lifting, departing away from the bones, only gradually morphing into two separate shapes. And right where this visualization of a beautiful three-dimensional mathematical function ultimately warped into two contacting inner walls in the middle, the thin white fabric censored the rest.
The rest being, of course, her giant boobs. It felt insane, it was completely ridiculous that right now, it wasn’t even their size that was the most captivating thing. I had seen them yesterday, imagined them a million times last night, her enormous bouncy basketballs on her tiny frame, the biggest breasts on the planet, ever, in the history of humanity maybe. Impossible to conceive, to wrap my head around, but it was something else that dropped my jaw. It was their placement. As I already saw, even with a bra, Lenna’s breasts covered at least half her stomach. Here, Lenna was not wearing a bra. She had stuffed her friend’s AAA cup under the white fabric to use as a nipple cover, with the straps and hooks not connected and loosely hanging out from the bottom.
So her bosom sat firmly
on top of her stomach.
Her entire belly was literally covered by her naturally hanging chest. No matter how long I looked at it, I could barely grasp what I was seeing. It was like these 3D-optical illusions where you had to cross your eyes and really concentrate to see the hidden pattern. My gaze would wander from the outlines of her toy-sized bra cups, to the organic silhouette of her mounds sticking out to the sides impossibly far, to the hinted, strain-induced skin folds where her womanhood attached to the girly body carrying it. I simply couldn’t take it all in at once. Breasts sagging that much was something that would happen to older women, naturally, as only they would have breasts a quarter as big in the first place, and also as it was a process of aging and material fatigue that would stretch the skin over long periods of time. At the same time, such bosoms tended to be out of shape and deflated, as they might have experienced many cycles of slight expansion and shrinking due to fluctuation in body weight, pregnancy and well, the female cycle. Oftentimes this left them not too appealing even to a boob hound like me, despite being big on paper. In Lenna’s case, none of this was true. Even in their braless state, her breasts looked full and plump - not painfully stretched like a balloon but also not wobbly and watery. Still, they kept a natural teardrop shape and by the placement of her friend’s undersized accessory, her nipples pointed about 45 degrees downwards. Looking at Lenna’s chest made me feel like an 18th century scientist discovering an entirely new physical phenomenon, trying to make sense of it with the limited knowledge and understanding I had at my disposal. So I deduced that the only explanation for their perfect shape was that her breasts had been growing fairly quickly. So, on the rounded parts, the skin hadn’t been granted enough time to start ‘creeping’ too much, losing some of its tension so to speak and allowing gravity to trade forward projection against frontal footprint. On the other hand, the skin further up, around her original chest area, whose entire job was to suspend many, many pounds of fat any time Lenna stood or sat upright, presumably not getting sufficient support by supposably undersized and misfitting bras, got stretched as well. But since it wasn’t filled with billions of ever expanding and dividing fat cells pushing outward, but instead getting pulled by them relentlessly in the direction of the earth's supermassive core - it could not conceal it’s failure, it had to allow Lenna’s permanently attached cargo to be lowered gradually, leaving her with two gigantic udders sitting where other girls her age would show off underboob tattoos, belly button piercings or expensive belts.
Again, I looked back at her friend. At her nonexistent chest. Nothing that would bounce, likely barely enough fat to pinch and grab with two fingers. Like puberty had just forgotten her. Overall pretty skinny, her tongue sassily sticking out of a good-looking face that came across as at least five years more mature. On her stomach, almost a six pack, and a silvery piece of jewelry hanging from her belly button.
I shifted back to Lenna. Again, a nonexistent chest, at least where you would expect - a chest. Just highly stressed skin that was entrusted with an impossibly challenging task way too early in its life. More fat than would fit in a mixing bowl. In two mixing bowls. Like her body had experienced the puberty of a thousand girls. Overall rather slender, with a youthful, cute face and reddened cheeks that revealed that this was not a type of picture she’d usually take in a different setting and without some intoxication. On her stomach, nothing but two humongous bags of fatty tissue, just barely covered by a piece of terminally stretched fabric that was meant to be just comfortably form-fitting, as well as contain her butt.
It was too much. I hadn’t even stroked my dick for two minutes, and still I felt that there was something building up I could not suppress anymore. I was standing outside the shower stall, facing the sink - three feet away - holding Lenna’s phone in my shaky left hand, realizing there weren’t more then a few tenths of a second left to react. Not enough to jump into the shower, not enough to get to the sink and hoist and bend my impossibly hard member over the ceramic edge to aim inside. Just enough for the phone to slip out of my sweaty palms, for me to catch it with my foot right before the tilework, trading a broken screen against a sharp pain from the instep, causing the mobile to slide over the bathroom carpet, coming to a halt two feet in front of me. My knees turned weak, just lost all their strength, causing me to involuntarily sink to the ground like a devout man of faith. In a last-ditch-attempt to avoid more damage, I tried to use my foreskin as a seal, to at least keep contained what my dick was determined to eject the very next moment. Not even that was successful, the skin was stuck behind my glans penis, which was swollen up to a degree I had never seen before. A brief moment of confusion and exasperation - and the first load was fired, like a sniper shot, hitting Lenna’s spaghetti straps, ricocheting off and spraying across the wall. Two, three, four strings followed, traversing the room at Mach 2 in random directions, until I finally regained my presence of mind back and shielded the gun barrel. Three, four more loads came out with diminishing force, covering me in goo, but at least not causing more havoc in the neatly cleaned bathroom. Breathing heavily, fighting not to pass out, I glanced back at Lenna’s phone, at her face and fat fucking udders being submerged in my sperm. Resuming to stroke again, an encore followed right after.
Another climax, maybe only a third as strong as whatever magic I had just experienced, but still without precedent. Three more charges decorating the floor, at least fifteen more spasms after my dick ran out of ammunition.
I exhaled. Held my breath and listened. Suddenly being struck with the fear that Lenna and/or my mom might be standing right infront of the door, eavesdropping on these unmistakable sounds I was making.
But no, still chatter from the kitchen, all good. That was close. Time to clean.
***
What a lovely day. To sit with your very normal family and have a lovely breakfast after a wonderful sleep and a refreshing shower. Mum sitting to my left, dusting off the barely visible bumps on her chest after dropping some crumbs on herself, talking about everything in the word but the two elephants in the room sitting across her, hovering inches above my roommate’s thighs.
'Jamie, are you ok?' Mum inquired with a worried look on her face.
'Yeah, of course.. why?' I tried to cover up my weariness.
'Mhm, I don’t know… you look like you stayed up looking at the youtube again…'
I rolled my eyes, ignoring her. Lenna was with us now, and every time she was around I felt extra conscious about anything I said and did, and especially about the rather cringe interactions with my mum. But sure, there was no doubt I looked winded. The past weeks of my life, maybe even the past year had been mind numbingly uneventful, every month breezing past in the blink of an eye. But since I got to know Lenna, every moment felt like an hour. In a good way though, no discussion about that.
'Uhm, by the way, you left your phone in the bathroom-' I pulled out Lenna’s mobile and handed it to her.
'Oh, thanks.'
She barely looked me in the eyes but for the first time, there seemed to be at least a hint of genuine appreciation in her voice. But to be honest, I didn’t even care right now - as long as she didn’t notice any unpleasant smell emanating from the touchscreen, I should be more than happy.
Again Lenna wore an oversized hoodie. A black one, that seemed to be last-years merchandise by Beyoncé, as the print indicated. Interesting, I thought, this will not have been cheap, right? I can see her going to Primark and buying these baggy-ass curtains as a makeshift solution but would she really spend 60, 70 bucks on XXL-sized world tour souvenirs of her favourite singer if she planned to chop her tits off next month and replace half her wardrobe anyway?
'Your shishter and I will go schopping today. You want to Dschoin us Dschamie?' Mum mumbled right after shoving the remaining quarter of her peanut butter sandwich in her mouth. I almost choked at her description of Lenna as my 'sister' - but glossed over it.
Should I go? Witness Lenna in public the first time, study how she behaved around people that would keep ogling at her like a three-legged circus animal? Or should I stay here and snoop around in her personal belongings, hoping to find clues about what cloud this goddess had descended from?
'I- uhm, I think I… I’m ok. I wanted to finish my book, so…'
It did feel a bit like a coward’s decision, like I was too scared to spend considerable time with Lenna, especially with my mum added to the mix, fearing I’d reveal my true identity as a creepy loser. I knew I had to find a way to get through to Lenna, and this would certainly not happen if I avoided her and barely spoke a word. But I’ve probably already ruined my initial appearance, so there was no point in rushing things. Furthermore, there was no clear idea of what 'things' was, since first of all, this girl had to be dead set on going under the knife in the near future no matter how much I made myself believe otherwise, and second of all, my mum was insisting on calling her my
sister.
'Fine, very well. But listen, you do need to get out some more… Jamie, I love that you’re reading and such but fresh air is also important.’
Yes mama. Please stop embarrassing me. I’m perfectly capable of doing that myself.
‘Ma’am, can I-’ Lenna interjected.
‘It’s Betty, honey, don’t call me ma’am, I’m begging you…’
‘Sorry, Betty, I just wanted to ask if it’s ok that some friends from Luton wanted to visit in the evening?’ Lenna asked. ‘For a game night or something… haven’t seen them in a while so…’
‘Wonderful! Jamie, didn’t Oliver want to come over too tonight? You guys can join up!’
Ollie was my best friend. A slightly more eloquent, talented, good-looking version of me. Who was usually playing wingman for me. It wasn’t his fault the success had been marginal in the past.
‘Sure, why not.’
I looked over to Lenna enquiringly, putting on my politest smile. She nodded, shrugging her shoulders. The look in her eyes, like she just caught me staring at her chest. Or I insulted her family. What a girl. So shy and so tough at the same time. Eating away at my sanity. Melting my brain.
Amazing.
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Chapter 03 following this week