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EDIT: Just a head's up, I plan to post new installments to this story on this same thread rather than making a new thread for each update. So Just look through the replies for new parts.
Obviously this is fictional. Just a little story I can write in short little sections for fun. Trying to go for that vaguely realistic BE style story. Hope all enjoy.
Trying to justify it as a sort of “passion,” Sarah had impulsively hoarded all manner of bathing suits. One-piece, two-piece, floral-pattern, dotted, striped, and everything inbetween, in all manner of cut and style, and in ALL sorts of color combinations. In a dim sort of way, Sarah had remained conscious of the fact that she had been forced to size up her tops that spring, but it wasn’t until she read the comment from Janelle that her eyes really opened to it.
The picture was your standard Instagram fair. Sarah had posted it following a weekend trip to Lake Ovalchuk. Kieryn sat cross-legged to Sarah’s left, with Corinne leaning into frame from Sarah’s right. She remembered being very excited about the post, because she had donned a new bathing suit for that day on the water, and Sarah was oh-so-positive that she was due a treasure trove of compliments on it. The suit was a two piece, balconette-style top with a wide band around her ribs. The Top bore diagonal black and white stripes, and the bottoms were a deep and solidly colored crimson.
During one of her routine check-ins in the initial hour following the post, Sarah read Janelle’s comment. Simple enough: “Did you bring enough to share with the class?” with a couple of melon emojis accompanying it. First, Sarah was bemused – and then a strange sense of reality washed over her. Sarah had always been aware she was attractive. She had good genes, most members of her family were at least decent-looking. Many members were downright beautiful, Sarah included. She understood this the same way she understood that ice is cold and fire is hot – it was a simple fact. Not that Sarah had any sort of ego about it, she wore her beauty with the casualness she felt it warranted, rather than with any sense of superiority.
Her hair, a rich brown with splashes of auburn intermingled, was thick and well-cared for. Sarah opted to wear it long, with a decidedly natural-style that she merely pushed it back from her face. Her features were elegant, with almond-shaped eyes, high cheekbones, and a nose that was “regal-straight,” as her grandmother often said. Sarah’s favorite feature were the icy-blue eyes she had inherited from her father. It was largely due to having heard compliments about her eyes all her life that Sarah found it so easy to accept and understand that she was beautiful. She was slender, and well-proportioned. Part of this last fact entailed that she was small-breasted. That was as much a fact as was her beauty, and Sarah never felt inclined to lament it. Any self-consciousness was easily drowned when Sarah found clothing to be readily flattering to the curves she did have. This made life simple for Sarah, and confidence came easily as a result. Sarah was small-breasted, so then how could it be that a photo of her could inspire Janelle to leave a comment like she had?
Sarah was small-breasted. Though, sitting there in the car, staring at Janelle’s comment, Sarah absent-mindedly pinched at the underwire of her bra that was digging uncomfortably into her chest. But still, Sarah was small-breasted. Of course, she had been forced to return several of the tops she had ordered that spring not once, but twice, for larger sizes before she found them to support her breasts comfortably. Nonetheless, Sarah was small-breasted. Although, as she scrolled back from Janelle’s comment to look at the picture again, Sarah was momentarily struck at the way that her breasts were spilling out of the cups of her top. Regardless, Sarah was small-breasted. She knew this, even as she peered down at her breasts, jostling about on the turbulent country road, and recognized they didn’t look all that small anymore. It must be a trick of light though, because Sarah KNEW she was small-breasted. She always had been, and always would be.
Thus, Sarah assured herself, until she couldn’t any longer. Yep, that arbitrary comment from Janelle was when Sarah first understood that something was going on. Had been for a while by that point, actually. It had been another month before that breaking point came. Sarah had summarily cast aside her drawer-full of bras, all of them sized 32 or 34 C, and all of them from Victoria’s Secret, shortly after arriving home from that lake trip. Her assurance that she was indeed small-breasted aside, Sarah could hardly escape the fact that her bras were uncomfortable. A quick trip to Target and she returned home with a bra sized at 34D, and Sarah found it comfortable enough. In a dazed sort of denial, Sarah rationalized that the problem was water retention – isn’t that what doctor’s always say about odd bloating? It was just water-retention.
Then, a month later, Sarah suddenly found that the 34D bra, which she kept hidden in her t-shirt drawer, had begun to fit every bit as poorly as her drawer-full of old bras had before. It settled on her like a palette of bricks. All her semi-conscious acts of denial, rationalization, and justification flooded her memory and seemed to swirl around that damned comment from Janelle. Sarah felt the distinct sensation that she was being mocked, but of course that was absurd. Maintaining her composure to the best of her ability, Sarah bravely marched across the hall to Catherine’s room. Promptly, Sarah began to weep.
Catherine, who had been lost in her phone moments before, sprung to attention at the jarring intrusion of her dear friend. “Whoa, whoa, Sarah! Easy girl, what in the world?” she asked, startled and confused. She guided Sarah over to her bed, and gently guided the weeping girl to sit down beside her. Sarah leaned forward, resting her elbows on the top of her thighs, and her emotions seem to run at a higher frequency in response to Catherine’s gentle response. All Catherine could do was to gently pat Sarah’s back and wait for the tempest to pass.
“Hey, will you explain what’s wrong please?” She tried again, having let Sarah continue to sob another minute or two. It seemed like she was finally getting control of herself again. With that, Sarah took a deep breath, and sat up straight, rubbing her eyes. She laughed, a bleating, frustrated sound.
“Fuck me, I’m sorry!” Sarah offered, laughing with more sincerity as she said it. “I don’t know what I’m even crying about. I think I just let myself get scared over something stupid.”
“You don’t need to apologize for crying! Crying is fine. You just kinda scared me too is all.” Catherine responded. She paused, waiting to see if Sarah would elaborate. Sarah gave no sign.
“What do you mean you got scared? What scared you? Did you hear something?” Catherine offered, trying to keep Sarah from sliding back into hysterics.
“What? Oh no, no.” Sarah laughed again, and went to grab a tissue. “It’s not like that.”
Catherine paused again. “…Okay….so then what?” She asked with genuine frustration mounting.
“Okay, I’m afraid it’ll sound like so stupid.” Sarah’s expression was sheepish, her voice low and uncertain.
“Will you stop? Just tell me what’s up! No judgment whatsoever. Is it about Trent?” At the sound of her boyfriend’s name, Sarah recognized that she was making the problem seem more serious than it probably was.
“No, I’m sorry. It’s just…okay, have you noticed anything different about me?” Sarah kept her eyes fixed on Catherine.
“What…do you mean?” Catherine was clearly at a loss. “Different like how?”
“Physically.” Sarah’s eyes still burrowed into Catherine’s, and she noted that Catherine’s eyes darted down to Sarah’s chest for the briefest moment.
“I mean…yeah, are we talking about your boobs?” Sarah was thunderstruck, was it really so obvious?
“Yes! So you have!” Sarah started, unable to contain herself.
“Well duh, it’s not like it’s some big secret. They’re right there after all. Why are you scared? I think I’m still confused.” Catherine spoke matter-of-factly, in a way that made Sarah all the more uneasy.
“Well I… I don’t know…I guess I hadn’t really noticed it myself.” Sarah spoke lamely, not believing her words herself. Sure enough, Catherine’s expression was nonplussed.
“What the hell are you talking about? Have you been in a coma? Lizzy asked me if Trent got you pregnant.” Sarah all but shrieked at this.
“NO fucking way! Are you serious?” Sarah felt a species of anger and disgust at the thought of her friends talking about her behind her back. Catherine grinned in return.
“Hey, easy now. Don’t get all angry, do you blame her? You really didn’t notice?” Sarah collected her thoughts.
“I guess what I mean is that I was kinda ignoring it and then it just really hit me and now I’m freaking out a little bit. Like I remember having problems with bras and swimsuits, but it just happened little by little and I ignored it.” Sarah was all but reveling in a bizarre sense of surreality. A cruel form of déjà vu.
“Wow, then that is some intense denial. You should teach a course! I would love to learn how to tune out my problems.” Catherine grinned, but Sarah failed to find the humor in the situation.
“Listen, I was waiting for an explanation myself. When you came in here crying, the first thing I thought was ‘oh shit, Lizzy must be right.’ I mean at least there’s that, right?” Sarah playfully smacked Catherine’s arm at that.
“No, I’m not fucking pregnant. I just freaked out is all. Honestly, I feel a little like an idiot too. Like how did everyone seem to see it before I did?” Sarah asked this last with a painful earnestness. Catherine shrugged.
“I told you, teach a class on denial. Sometimes it does you some good!” This time Sarah softened a bit and smiled. Then her brow furrowed a bit.
“Do you think I should see a doctor or something?” Her eyes were locked onto Catherine again.
“If it will make you feel better, then obviously it doesn’t hurt to see your doctor. Do I think it’s anything serious though? Hell no, they’re just boobs. Maybe ask your mom about it?” Sarah went stark crimson at the thought, but felt that it would hardly be any less awkward to approach a doctor about it. ‘A doctor’ she emphasized in her mind, not HER doctor, because Sarah was NOT about to approach Dr. Colvert with this business.
“Yes. Sorry for scaring you, I didn’t mean to get so worked up.” Sarah latched onto Catherine for a hug, which Catherine returned easily enough.
“Girl, don’t worry about it one bit. I am always down to see you ugly cry. For real though, feel free to talk to me about anything. Boobs or boys, or whatever else. I mean it.” Catherine held Sarah’s gaze firmly as she said this last bit, and Sarah felt she could cry again just from the warmth she saw in her friend’s eyes.
“Thank you, really.” And the girls hugged again.
Catherine’s flippant attitude about Sarah’s inexplicable growth did a great deal to put Sarah’s mind at ease. As a result, Sarah opted not to bother Dr. Colvert, or any other doctor for that matter, with her problem, and didn’t bother discussing it with her mother for another coupe of weeks. Even then, Sarah only did so because she made plans to have lunch with her mother and she felt it would be best to warn her mom so as to protect her sensibilities. It was months later, sitting alone in an examination room at Dr. Colvert’s office with tits the size of her head hanging heavily from her chest, that Sarah would think back on her conversation with Catherine. “What were you thinking waiting so long to come see me about this Sarah?” Dr. Colvert had chastised Sarah openly before leaving to get a lab done. The memory with Catherine had lost a considerable amount of its warmth.
Obviously this is fictional. Just a little story I can write in short little sections for fun. Trying to go for that vaguely realistic BE style story. Hope all enjoy.
I.
Reflecting on it now, Sarah reckoned that it was Janelle’s comment on that Instagram post that first made her aware that something was wrong. That had been just another in a long saga of summer beach photos. Sarah didn’t consider herself too indelibly tied to social media – certainly she didn’t want to share even the same breath with those “influencers” that she saw online so often. That being said, Sarah could admit that she was nonetheless a prolific Instagrammer. Anyone could stop in on her account and be apprised, if not overwhelmed, by the ennui of Sarah’s daily life. Posts of friends, food, outfits, landscapes, and the occasional indulgence in some casual “modeling.” There was the annual uptick in this last form of post during the summer months every year because Sarah was a glutton for bathing suits.Trying to justify it as a sort of “passion,” Sarah had impulsively hoarded all manner of bathing suits. One-piece, two-piece, floral-pattern, dotted, striped, and everything inbetween, in all manner of cut and style, and in ALL sorts of color combinations. In a dim sort of way, Sarah had remained conscious of the fact that she had been forced to size up her tops that spring, but it wasn’t until she read the comment from Janelle that her eyes really opened to it.
The picture was your standard Instagram fair. Sarah had posted it following a weekend trip to Lake Ovalchuk. Kieryn sat cross-legged to Sarah’s left, with Corinne leaning into frame from Sarah’s right. She remembered being very excited about the post, because she had donned a new bathing suit for that day on the water, and Sarah was oh-so-positive that she was due a treasure trove of compliments on it. The suit was a two piece, balconette-style top with a wide band around her ribs. The Top bore diagonal black and white stripes, and the bottoms were a deep and solidly colored crimson.
During one of her routine check-ins in the initial hour following the post, Sarah read Janelle’s comment. Simple enough: “Did you bring enough to share with the class?” with a couple of melon emojis accompanying it. First, Sarah was bemused – and then a strange sense of reality washed over her. Sarah had always been aware she was attractive. She had good genes, most members of her family were at least decent-looking. Many members were downright beautiful, Sarah included. She understood this the same way she understood that ice is cold and fire is hot – it was a simple fact. Not that Sarah had any sort of ego about it, she wore her beauty with the casualness she felt it warranted, rather than with any sense of superiority.
Her hair, a rich brown with splashes of auburn intermingled, was thick and well-cared for. Sarah opted to wear it long, with a decidedly natural-style that she merely pushed it back from her face. Her features were elegant, with almond-shaped eyes, high cheekbones, and a nose that was “regal-straight,” as her grandmother often said. Sarah’s favorite feature were the icy-blue eyes she had inherited from her father. It was largely due to having heard compliments about her eyes all her life that Sarah found it so easy to accept and understand that she was beautiful. She was slender, and well-proportioned. Part of this last fact entailed that she was small-breasted. That was as much a fact as was her beauty, and Sarah never felt inclined to lament it. Any self-consciousness was easily drowned when Sarah found clothing to be readily flattering to the curves she did have. This made life simple for Sarah, and confidence came easily as a result. Sarah was small-breasted, so then how could it be that a photo of her could inspire Janelle to leave a comment like she had?
Sarah was small-breasted. Though, sitting there in the car, staring at Janelle’s comment, Sarah absent-mindedly pinched at the underwire of her bra that was digging uncomfortably into her chest. But still, Sarah was small-breasted. Of course, she had been forced to return several of the tops she had ordered that spring not once, but twice, for larger sizes before she found them to support her breasts comfortably. Nonetheless, Sarah was small-breasted. Although, as she scrolled back from Janelle’s comment to look at the picture again, Sarah was momentarily struck at the way that her breasts were spilling out of the cups of her top. Regardless, Sarah was small-breasted. She knew this, even as she peered down at her breasts, jostling about on the turbulent country road, and recognized they didn’t look all that small anymore. It must be a trick of light though, because Sarah KNEW she was small-breasted. She always had been, and always would be.
Thus, Sarah assured herself, until she couldn’t any longer. Yep, that arbitrary comment from Janelle was when Sarah first understood that something was going on. Had been for a while by that point, actually. It had been another month before that breaking point came. Sarah had summarily cast aside her drawer-full of bras, all of them sized 32 or 34 C, and all of them from Victoria’s Secret, shortly after arriving home from that lake trip. Her assurance that she was indeed small-breasted aside, Sarah could hardly escape the fact that her bras were uncomfortable. A quick trip to Target and she returned home with a bra sized at 34D, and Sarah found it comfortable enough. In a dazed sort of denial, Sarah rationalized that the problem was water retention – isn’t that what doctor’s always say about odd bloating? It was just water-retention.
Then, a month later, Sarah suddenly found that the 34D bra, which she kept hidden in her t-shirt drawer, had begun to fit every bit as poorly as her drawer-full of old bras had before. It settled on her like a palette of bricks. All her semi-conscious acts of denial, rationalization, and justification flooded her memory and seemed to swirl around that damned comment from Janelle. Sarah felt the distinct sensation that she was being mocked, but of course that was absurd. Maintaining her composure to the best of her ability, Sarah bravely marched across the hall to Catherine’s room. Promptly, Sarah began to weep.
Catherine, who had been lost in her phone moments before, sprung to attention at the jarring intrusion of her dear friend. “Whoa, whoa, Sarah! Easy girl, what in the world?” she asked, startled and confused. She guided Sarah over to her bed, and gently guided the weeping girl to sit down beside her. Sarah leaned forward, resting her elbows on the top of her thighs, and her emotions seem to run at a higher frequency in response to Catherine’s gentle response. All Catherine could do was to gently pat Sarah’s back and wait for the tempest to pass.
“Hey, will you explain what’s wrong please?” She tried again, having let Sarah continue to sob another minute or two. It seemed like she was finally getting control of herself again. With that, Sarah took a deep breath, and sat up straight, rubbing her eyes. She laughed, a bleating, frustrated sound.
“Fuck me, I’m sorry!” Sarah offered, laughing with more sincerity as she said it. “I don’t know what I’m even crying about. I think I just let myself get scared over something stupid.”
“You don’t need to apologize for crying! Crying is fine. You just kinda scared me too is all.” Catherine responded. She paused, waiting to see if Sarah would elaborate. Sarah gave no sign.
“What do you mean you got scared? What scared you? Did you hear something?” Catherine offered, trying to keep Sarah from sliding back into hysterics.
“What? Oh no, no.” Sarah laughed again, and went to grab a tissue. “It’s not like that.”
Catherine paused again. “…Okay….so then what?” She asked with genuine frustration mounting.
“Okay, I’m afraid it’ll sound like so stupid.” Sarah’s expression was sheepish, her voice low and uncertain.
“Will you stop? Just tell me what’s up! No judgment whatsoever. Is it about Trent?” At the sound of her boyfriend’s name, Sarah recognized that she was making the problem seem more serious than it probably was.
“No, I’m sorry. It’s just…okay, have you noticed anything different about me?” Sarah kept her eyes fixed on Catherine.
“What…do you mean?” Catherine was clearly at a loss. “Different like how?”
“Physically.” Sarah’s eyes still burrowed into Catherine’s, and she noted that Catherine’s eyes darted down to Sarah’s chest for the briefest moment.
“I mean…yeah, are we talking about your boobs?” Sarah was thunderstruck, was it really so obvious?
“Yes! So you have!” Sarah started, unable to contain herself.
“Well duh, it’s not like it’s some big secret. They’re right there after all. Why are you scared? I think I’m still confused.” Catherine spoke matter-of-factly, in a way that made Sarah all the more uneasy.
“Well I… I don’t know…I guess I hadn’t really noticed it myself.” Sarah spoke lamely, not believing her words herself. Sure enough, Catherine’s expression was nonplussed.
“What the hell are you talking about? Have you been in a coma? Lizzy asked me if Trent got you pregnant.” Sarah all but shrieked at this.
“NO fucking way! Are you serious?” Sarah felt a species of anger and disgust at the thought of her friends talking about her behind her back. Catherine grinned in return.
“Hey, easy now. Don’t get all angry, do you blame her? You really didn’t notice?” Sarah collected her thoughts.
“I guess what I mean is that I was kinda ignoring it and then it just really hit me and now I’m freaking out a little bit. Like I remember having problems with bras and swimsuits, but it just happened little by little and I ignored it.” Sarah was all but reveling in a bizarre sense of surreality. A cruel form of déjà vu.
“Wow, then that is some intense denial. You should teach a course! I would love to learn how to tune out my problems.” Catherine grinned, but Sarah failed to find the humor in the situation.
“Listen, I was waiting for an explanation myself. When you came in here crying, the first thing I thought was ‘oh shit, Lizzy must be right.’ I mean at least there’s that, right?” Sarah playfully smacked Catherine’s arm at that.
“No, I’m not fucking pregnant. I just freaked out is all. Honestly, I feel a little like an idiot too. Like how did everyone seem to see it before I did?” Sarah asked this last with a painful earnestness. Catherine shrugged.
“I told you, teach a class on denial. Sometimes it does you some good!” This time Sarah softened a bit and smiled. Then her brow furrowed a bit.
“Do you think I should see a doctor or something?” Her eyes were locked onto Catherine again.
“If it will make you feel better, then obviously it doesn’t hurt to see your doctor. Do I think it’s anything serious though? Hell no, they’re just boobs. Maybe ask your mom about it?” Sarah went stark crimson at the thought, but felt that it would hardly be any less awkward to approach a doctor about it. ‘A doctor’ she emphasized in her mind, not HER doctor, because Sarah was NOT about to approach Dr. Colvert with this business.
“Yes. Sorry for scaring you, I didn’t mean to get so worked up.” Sarah latched onto Catherine for a hug, which Catherine returned easily enough.
“Girl, don’t worry about it one bit. I am always down to see you ugly cry. For real though, feel free to talk to me about anything. Boobs or boys, or whatever else. I mean it.” Catherine held Sarah’s gaze firmly as she said this last bit, and Sarah felt she could cry again just from the warmth she saw in her friend’s eyes.
“Thank you, really.” And the girls hugged again.
Catherine’s flippant attitude about Sarah’s inexplicable growth did a great deal to put Sarah’s mind at ease. As a result, Sarah opted not to bother Dr. Colvert, or any other doctor for that matter, with her problem, and didn’t bother discussing it with her mother for another coupe of weeks. Even then, Sarah only did so because she made plans to have lunch with her mother and she felt it would be best to warn her mom so as to protect her sensibilities. It was months later, sitting alone in an examination room at Dr. Colvert’s office with tits the size of her head hanging heavily from her chest, that Sarah would think back on her conversation with Catherine. “What were you thinking waiting so long to come see me about this Sarah?” Dr. Colvert had chastised Sarah openly before leaving to get a lab done. The memory with Catherine had lost a considerable amount of its warmth.
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